Introduction; 2009.

Well, I've had a blog for a couple of years now , but never kept up with it and for some odd reason, I now want to actually have one and keep up with it , probably just 'cause life is 'happening ' and I want to remember every single 'happening' that goes on in my life. , and you probably wont understand that unless you really have been with me this past year - but believe me, my life is 'happening.' So this online diary is just the perfect thing for me. I probably won't post everyday, but I'm definitely going to try 'cause I do want to come back in acouple years from now, and read this and be like . . ' wthellllllllll..' haha. .and ofcourse notice how I grew from one period to another.

But Warning : This blog may only make sense to me at times and whoever may happen to read it might just be thrown off a tad bit, or just the stuff I say won't make sense to you, but make complete sense to me. I'll probably have people lost in a maze or I'll probably have some people vibing to my situation, like . . ' Oh, I've beeeeeeeeeen there, I know what exactly she's talking about.' But basically, this blog will be random, just as random as I am myself. Futhermore, I'm not yearning for an audience, this is for me, me , and me but if you do happen to come by, Enjoy. (:

So now, my first actual entry which will be about ' The Introduction of My 2009.' What an introduction it was, a night that will forever remain in my memory. * This case; was way to close to home. A wake up call for many of us , or maybe the downfall for some, either way, it's definitely bringing a change one way or another. Some may say, ' same day - different year, ' but for some of us - we know 09 is our year. You know how they say, ' whoever you spend your new years with , are the people who are going to be around you regularly throughout the year.' Well, the people I spent my New Years with have been with me either regularly , or just started to , or definitely are going to start seeing more of. I'm not going into deep details on what happen on my New Years because everyone who was there, were definitely the people who were supposed to be there and to witness it - and to wake the fuck up in 09 - even if you had other plans; and they fell through - they fell through for a reason. I do deeply believe that everything does happen for a reason and gut feelings are always warning signs, and the people who were there; definitely know what I'm talking about. People end up being at a certain place and at certain time or things fall through for a reason and those reason should never be doubted. Overcame. On another note though, being able to sit on the roof place with Aly & Dri, and Myqale and just having the most intense, deep - understanding conversation in the world, on the first morning of the 09 - while the sun just shinning on us - keeping us extra warm + on top of that, just feeling it in the air that 09 is the year, for what though ? Who knows.

Yeahh boy. I'm excited, and definetely ready for the 09 and everything that comes my way.

Well - prepared, indeed.

But overall, my new years was one for the books - & reminder, dont ever go to work off of no sleep , and in recovering mode ; wont work at all - you'll end up coming short and be stupid annoyed !

But with that being said, goodnight ;

Thank God for the Ganggggg. && Happy New Year !